Sunday, January 27, 2013

Three Feelings

The burn of exploration: a footstep in a field of snow, a prism rainbow on the palm.

A wash of sadness: water colors dripping, a blue hole, a long rain.

Wonder unfolding: a letter from a beloved, a butterfly drying, a kite

Your turn, reader! How do you "see" emotions?

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  1. Possible answers to your question!

    Wonder unfolding: a formless pale blue, with an auditory sensation: the first few notes of "Paradis: La chanson d'Eve" by Gabriel Fauré.

    Sadness: a starkly bright room in a college dormitory on a stridently sunny afternoon of a long-gone December.

    Romantic love: the remembered and much-beloved face of someone from whom one became suddenly sundered.

    Joy: a prodigious white snow seeming to blossom from the otherwise bare branches of old black trees, in early winter; or, brilliant blazing fall foliage in late October.

    Nostalgia (1): another room, the bedroom that was mine from 1975-87, with barely enough room for bed, clock, television, books; time of day, early morning, dawn, after a sleepless night of watching old movies on UHF television.

    Awareness of God's love (not an emotion exactly, but bear with me!): the #15 bus going through Dudley Square en route to the inner-city church staffed by two ebullient, battle-scarred, indefatigable priests (the church where I encountered possibly the happiest human being who ever lived, a diminutive, perpetually smiling Irish-American nun who died well into her 90s!).

    Contentment: The room where I am sitting now, with laptop and coffee.

    Youthful exploration: the subway (called the MBTA or simply "the T" in Boston); with auditory accompaniment probably from the 1970s version of Bruce Springsteen: "It's Hard to Be a Saint in the City."

    Nostalgia (2): any bookstore in Harvard Square that existed in the 1980s (so many are now defunct! one could recite their names as some kind of litany or anamnesis: Reading International; the Book Case; Starr's; WordsWorth; McIntyre and Moore's, etc.). But Harvard Book Store, with its basement full of used books, is still there!

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  2. Oh, thank you, Thomas D.! These are fascinating. I wish I knew more about the Irish-American nun.

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    1. Oh, Sister Mary Matthias was absolutely amazing! Usually garbed in a blue sweater, wearing a modest but noticeable cross -- and a firm believer in hugs! Perhaps four foot ten, and with a smile that could cure the most intransigent depression! She was at least eighty when I met her. In fact, she was old enough to have met Katharine Drexel, the canonized foundress of her order of nuns.

      I was pressed to describe Sister Mary Matthias on one occasion. I thought for a moment before saying, "She's a day-brightener!" And someone who merits a far better eulogist than myself, who knew her only slightly and briefly. May the perpetual light shine upon her, who afforded us a true glimpse of that light while she walked among us.

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    2. What a wonderful woman! Thank you for sharing a bit of her life here.

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